Angels Did Rescue

So many years ago when but a youth;
I felt very horribly hopeless; sadly
Mostly cried so very completely; in
Despair I stayed; in dismal situation
Eventually gone was stuck at time;
As a dreamer I was broken in emotion
Endlessly in a spiral of chaotic tears;
Justice seemed gone from childish mind
In that tossed heart of hurting; my
Hopes were systematically crushed into
Nothing but fanciful thoughts deceased;
Dreading each coming day was rampant,
During that small jaunt of boyish memory;
Possessing a joyous disposition was not
Even an option in that hated situation
So very horrendously vaulted on family;
Titanically posed cruelties were sent
Upon so very many children I loved like
True brothers and sisters very fully;
Innocently naive mind didn't understand
Of evils that could be perpetrated against
Spotlessly unhating virtuous young people;
Callused my heart did become once I knew
Those disgusting horrible revelations, of
Forced nakedness and perverted fondling;
Caring had assuredly been alienated from
Those who had suffered so much; before
Even a half my current age these events
Did occur on children's youthful lives so
Completely shattered in glassy cries;
Taken from me were my beliefs in human
Civility; mean nasty unloving predators
Made sure that I was hurting from those
Fellow siblings most ultimately taken to
The dark places of suffering unforeseen;
Almost every story a deeper pain to hear
Within my ears so very shuttering from
Unknown hidden enemies of valiant children;
In that time that I furiously hated evil
Unexpected rescuers did bring many gifts;
They were not earthly or baneful at all;
Both seemed to stand on air with ease;
Fallen were not so very heavenly indeed;
Golden flowing hair they adorned with
Almost regale ability through wall I could
See; many whispers of kindness said to me;
Reassurances of goodness were proclaimed
To my confused mind seemingly lost to hate;
I eagerly accepted their endless warmth
So very graciously in night so timely woven;
White fluffy feathers were so mesmerizing
On those motionless royal wings very adored;
Shining faces smiled in caring concern truly
Thinking of my happiness being fully realized;
Very beautifully blue eyes looked at me with
Avid attention most wanted in twilight dusk;
Those arms stretched out to me in most loving
Protection brought to my breaking soul long ago;
Tender fingers clasped shaking hands giving
A wonderfully eternal feeling within heart;
Sweetly sounding voice gave me many messages
Of lovely understanding so given in mourning;
Deep yet elegantly toned notes sent proclamations
For a hurting youth such as me in epoch gone;
Every expression they made was very wonderful
Within my sight seemed so dazzling; in unhindered
Emotion felt every single mountainous affection;
Those sensitive angels of compassionate infinity
Gave me my hopes and dreams again for future!

10 comments:

  1. This was straight from the heart, really touched me...I have no words...at least the last lines give solace..

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  2. very sad words...may you find comfort

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  3. Really nice to meet you.
    Thank you! For leaving such a nice comment on my post!
    I´m so glad you found me. Glad to have you as a follower!

    Really find your blog(s) interesting. You are a wonderful writer! Your words in this post, are so sad and "heavy".
    Thank you for sharing your feelings and thoughts!

    Hope to see you again!

    Luiza @ feelings.

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  4. Quite a deep one but good to see positivism at the end !!

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  5. Dreams burn at the touch of hell
    Yet angels sing in the last hope
    I've known both in now faded fear
    In twilight death I caught God's tears

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  6. Thanks everyone for your comments it's truly appreciated, and thanks Robert for expressing some of your feeling on the matter they were very powerful.

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  7. Awesome poem, and are they still there with you?

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  8. This poem is really deep. :)
    And it obviously came from the poet's heart. :)

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